My goal in life is to be intimate with God. Trusting and obeying Jesus leads to intimacy with God, and with people. (Not all people, but some. The more trustworthy I become, the more I will be trusted.) We may seek power, meaning, or pleasure more than other things, but it is intimacy we truly desire.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonour others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres (1 Cor 13:4-7).
When we—who call ourselves Christians—start being honest with ourselves, we will change the world.
Perhaps you have been wrongly taught that God is hard to please. If so, I’m sure you’ll find the following comforting.
“Though Jesus Christ is very hard to satisfy, He is very easy to please. Think of that and it will help you a little. He is very easy to please, but very hard to satisfy. If you will but let Him in, and you have not much to put on the table. You cannot share much of life because you have not got it, He will be so pleased, if it be but a cup of cold water that you can give him. Let it be something genuine, something real.” – George MacDonald. From the sermon “The Father’s Appeal”, preached in Westminster Chapel.
"When my child would serve me," he went on," he spies out some need I have, springs from his seat at my knee, finds that which will meet my necessity, and is my eager, happy servant, of consequence in his own eyes inasmuch as he has done something for his father. His seat by my knee is love, delight, well-being, peace--not service, however pleasing in my eyes.--'Why do you seat yourself at my knee, my son?' 'To please you, father.' 'Nay then, my son! go from me, and come again when it shall be to please thyself.'--'Why do you cling to my chair, my daughter? 'Because I want to be near you, father. It makes me so happy!' 'Come nearer still--come to my bosom, my child, and be yet happier.'--Talk not of public worship as divine service; it is a mockery. Search the prophets and you will find the observances, fasts and sacrifices and solemn feasts, of the temple by them regarded with loathing and scorn, just because by the people they were regarded as DIVINE SERVICE." (Taken from Thomas Wingfold, Curate by George MacDonald)
To enjoy God, and repent of sin, that is what it means to be a Christian. (See here)
I believe the truth leads to the true God.
"He who begins by loving Christianity more than Truth will proceed by loving his sect or church better than Christianity, and end in loving himself better than all." ~ Samuel Taylor Coleridge
We must love truth more than our beliefs about God. The Christian, Atheist, Muslim or Hindu who loves their beliefs or doctrines about God more than truth, will not be able to accept truth when it contradicts what they have come to believe. We must not be afraid of where the truth might lead. We must not be afraid to ask hard questions.
Asking questions is never a problem. The problem is most people never ask the right question.
Near the beginning of one of George MacDonald's books, Thomas Wingfold, Curate, an atheist challenges a minister about God's existence. This causes him to doubt God's existence and because of that, he starts thinking about giving up the ministry.
Wingfold keeps this to himself and shares it only with a trusted friend. This leads to a discussion about whether or not God exists. He asks his friend, “How am I to know that there is a God?"
His friend responds:
"It were a more pertinent question, sir, If there be a God, how am I to find him?"’
That’s the right question to ask.
I expect a lot of opposition from those who love their doctrines (their beliefs about God) more than truth. (If you attend a church, all I ask is that if someone in your church holds views which you regard as heretical and dangerous, that you address the "problem" the way Jesus said such problems should be addressed (see here). Unfortunately I think most people who believe what I believe can relate to the story told in the sermon The Outcasts Comforted.)
It can be hard for people who have studied the scriptures intently to admit that they might be wrong. They are not likely to give those who disagree with them a fair hearing. (When we fail to put obedience before understanding, our intellects can lead us astray. For examples see The Quest for Cosmic Justice by Thomas Sowell and Atonement, Justice and Peace by Darrin W. Snyder Belousek.)
But I'm not just a victim. I'm an agent. Because I have often loved the things of this world more than God, I have sought those things instead of seeking to enjoy and trust God. When I seek things more than the giver of all good things, I hurt myself and others. God is better than any gift he can give. When I seek him first, he begins to set things right (only then can things take their proper place in this world).
I strive to be the best man I can be. It’s not wrong to wish to be great and it’s not wrong to compete. (Though it is wrong to try and be better than others. No one in God's Kingdom will seek to be better than another. See here. But it is not wrong to compete with others to help them become better. If you do so you'll be a good winner when you win, and you'll be a good loser when you lose.)
I know that only God can make me all that I'm meant to be. Only he can help me rise above the cares of this world.
God means more and more to me every day. He has set me free and he is setting me free. The more I trust, enjoy, and seek him, the freer and stronger I become.
Who am I?
I'm an Australian who does manual labour in construction. I have no letters after my name.*
But that's enough about me. I want to know a little bit about you. What inspired you to read this page?
Perhaps, like me, you not only wish to be free of the things that enslave, you also wish to see the church reformed. If so, please write. The Kingdom of God is more important than the unity of the Church.
A Grateful Servant of the King,
P.S. I recently read David Bentley Hart's book That All Shall Be Saved. It helped me to see more clearly just how deep we are all lost in sin. If you seek to be more compassionate, it would be wise to read this book.